我的hoUseMate入院....

actually, this incident happened when i was sleeping soundly.... (red face ^^)

incidents happenen when the housemate has just came back from 喝茶with her friends, when she was resting in her room, she felt painful in her 胃。then after that, she went to the toilet, unfortunately, many many bloods were vomitted.... aiz, very horrible, fortunately, i dun need to witness this

then, her bf came fetch her go to the hospital, she vomitted bloods again in the hospital...... aiz, made me so worry abt her....

anyway, she has gone back to jb, her father coming to kl in a few hours after he heard that she is incharged into the hospital (is it rite?), very worrying abt his daughther........

hope tat she can learn a lesson, cos be4 tat she dun really eat sth nutritious, can learn to more take care of herself liao..........

mY PaRt tiMe jOb in KL.....

mmm...... tat day accompany my cousin sister to go for an interview at sri petaling. "unfortunately", i was interviewed as well. the result is that we need to be tested for few days be4 we were officially employed.

since i'm not very sure tat i'm going to take this job, cause it is a job promoting fruit wine to ppl. so i din go to work on tat fri. but i did go to work on the next day, sat n sun. however, there are some problem occured on these two days, first is that the previous two promoters were not informed that they need not to work anymore, so we were asked to go home. the next day, is the problem of the management of carrefour, they din accept us to wear singlet inside, so, we face the same fate, going home.......... ^^

however, last fri, sat n sunday, we finally got the chance to work liao. on fri, cause my cousin are not free so i went to work alone. overall, it's quite okay actually. and yeah, i met 云姐 tat day, she also bought a pack of that wine from me. (one pack got 4 flavour inside) i totally sold 3 packs and 5 bottles tat day only....

on sat, i went there with my cousin liao, this day, i worked at diff place as fri, is at cheras carrefour. this day not so much surprising things, but we overall sold out 25 packs and 14 bottles tat day, quite happy with tat, cause we are worried abt we went there for a whole day with selling out few packs only.... but luckily the sum is quite okay......

on sun, is the same routine as sat. but there are diff things happen today.... one is that i met one of the "spy" that watched us if we get "eat snake" or not in the staff room.... mmm.... tat situation is quite amusing, cause although i'm awared that he is the "spy", but i dun think he want us know so clearly tat he is one of the staffs there.........anyway, it's really really very amusing........ : ) since that day is our last day working there, the other ppl tat we met there, they are in charge of promoting other beer, like carlsberg, tiger and kampai, change tel no and email add... then we hv a lot of fun after tat some like we 互相抢生意.... etc

tat's all my experience working part time in kl.....

a biRth oF a BabY.........

on wed, when i have cls on lifespan development, becoz we are going to discuss how a baby is formed and after that his or her birth, my lecturer invited a guest speech to have a talk with us, and the guest speecher is actually my m'sian studies's lecturer, who has just gave birth a baby few months ago. she share her experience while having her baby in her stomach and while she was going to give birth her baby.

she told us that the first two months actually had no special things happen, but after came to the 3rd month, she started to vomit and din really have the apetite to eat things. and she told us that mothers must be very careful in these months coz the brain of the baby is developed during these times, after 5 months, things became better, she could eat things liao, and yeah, she said that she can feel the baby is scracthing and kicking her, forgot the reason liao, but she did tell us why.... (red face....) and till 8 months, she said that mother should be extra more careful coz baby can still have chance to die even the baby is already 8 month liao.....

then finally, she felt the constraction liao, this mean that the baby is going to come out liao, but when she was sent to the hospital, the doctor still asked her to wait, becoz they need to wait her canal (forgot the real word liao, but some sort like tat) to open wider, or else the baby couldnt come out..... this waiting time cost 12 hrs more!!! oh my god, she struggling with the painful within these hours leh...... finally finally, the doctor said that she can push the baby out liao, with her all energy left after 12 hrs waiting, the baby finally came out after half an hour....

mmm.... actually, after heard her experience, me quite afraid to give birth liao, but i can feel my lecturer's happiness, especially after saw her son's pic, a cute baby boy, i think my lecturer never regret bah, since she has been gifted by allah (she is a muslim) a baby......

Some thoughts after reading friend's blog

嗯...在看了朋友的部落格之后，突然有些感想...

朋友在部落格中说到，忘记/放下（此后简单说成忘记好了）一个喜欢或暗恋的人其实也没有很难，当然他强调这并不代表你没有想象中喜欢她/他，也不是说你冷血，他认为要忘记一个人只需要催化剂，就好像一种化学物质需要催化剂的作用才能和另一种化学物质产生反应一样，在催化剂的作用下，忘记一个人就变得容易许多，是这样吗？ 存在着很多疑问...也许，无可否认的，时间是最好的催化剂，然而，时间的长短也因人而异，忘记一个人真的这么容易吗? 对不起，不是故意质疑你的话，只是我还是觉得，忘记一个人没有很容易，也没有很难。

难在于，你对这么一个人所付出的感情并不是这么容易就可以收回来，跟覆水难收的道理是一样的，尤其是你的感情已经付出了这么长的时间下更是难上加难；容易，是当你知道这一个人已经很幸福的时候，你已经没有插手的余地的时候，你已经是多余的时候，你已经彻悟的时候，一切，似乎已经变得不再那么重要的时候...... 还是，这一切就是所谓的催化剂了呢？？？？？？

感情，果然就是难以理解，难怪没有一个确切的理论能够讲解“感情”这回事...........

就像讲师说的，人是很难理解的动物，而我，却也选择了这条路，也许，是我真得太好奇了吧.....所以才会选择了这条不归路，但，我现在确定的是，我不曾后悔！！！！！

Worrying.........

haiz, i'm quite stressed last week, it all started when my PRM2 lecturer, Dr.Tee gave us some reading assignment. since we all dun hv any textbk yet, so we are forced to find some reading materials online. still, the topic he gave us are too broad that there are abt 100,000++ relevant website can be found, yet me and my friends dun really noe which most suit the topic he gave, so we like headless flies flying here and there..... anyway, tat thing has settled, and i and one of the friends, jesslyn had a talk with the lecturer, after that, i felt better and not so stressed liao, yet, i think this semester is quite hard, coz the subject is quite difficult and there are many people superior than me, sigh.... hope tat i can safely get throught this sem.....

tat's one thing tat i'm worried abt, my study. still, there is another friend who i'm now quite worry abt her. she is having relationship problem, moreover, her problem is quite complicated, me and my friends all support her, and said that if let us see the guy, we definitely will beat him.... cos he harm our friends so deep that neither him nor us can understand de.... quite sad..... cos felt tat actually my friends dun really need to be harmed like this way, she has so many choices, aiz, why she still want to drown inside??? it's totally not worth!!!!!! aiz, now i could only hope tat she can do a right decision, in my opinion, leaving tat heartless guy!!! and she can grow up in dealing this kind of things, cos she is too emotional in this kind of things....... maybe she needs to be more rational.........
great wishes for her.............................

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some thoughts after watching some drama.....

mmm... thought to write it down in chinese, since i'm better with tat. but thinking tat i'm taking expo writing this sem, maybe i should get use writing in eng. or else, my result will be very suck......

talking abt the dramas, first is the japanese one, good luck, acted by 木村拓哉, it talks abt a life of a pilot, quite like this drama cos it taught us many things, especially it taught us tat we should never give up our dreams easily. like in the drama, 木村拓哉 once has a very serious injury on his leg after he attempted to save his senior tat he cannot longer be a pilot according to the doctor. however, becoz the needs of the plot, 木村拓哉 of cos will not give up like tat, he took a surgery which i dun think it really exists in real life, if i dun remember wrong, the surgery involve breaking his bone of the leg and link(or connected or some other words?) them together again including his nerves, quite diff isnt it? but still, in the drama, the surgery succeed and after doing some physical theraphy, he get well again n finally have the chance to pursue his dream again. so, i realised tat there will always be many obstacles in pursuing my dreams still i need to be strong to fight over them. of cos need to more practical la, unlike the amazing surgery in the drama. ^^

another one, also is japanese, 白色巨塔, acted by 唐泽寿明 and 江口洋介. this drama is actually quite good in talking abt the real life in the society, abt how ppl fight to become a famous and rich and powerful person, of cos in an unappropriate way, like bribing others etc. anything they also can do. still, since there is a bad guy in the drama, there will always be a good guy, in this drama, this good guy is a person tat who just concern abt how to treat cancer and everything he does is always for the patients' benefit. of, forgot to say liao, this drama is talking abt doctors' life in japan. becoz i realised tat there's somehow many differences compare to our country's. however, after watching the whole drama, i dun really think tat the bad guy is very bad at all, wat his fault is just tat he too concerns abt the 名利, he actually also concerns abt his patients, and of coz he like the good guy, always try hard to cure cancer's patients. mmm.... maybe this is the real life. everyone has his or her own choices to play wat kind of character in life, but tat doesnt mean he or she are like tat, he or she just different from most of us who choose to play the character tat most accepted by the society...... real life is terrible rite? dun really noe who is good or who is bad..... sigh............................... : (
dun really like the thought abt it.... aiz.......... but still like this drama cos it woke me up from my dreams tat everything will be wonderful and beautiful in life... stupid ho me to think like tat........

last one, is taiwanese, 恶魔在身边, acted by 贺军翔 and 杨丞琳. mmm... quite like this drama also, cos it somehow unlike the other love dramas just talking abt love but it also tell us abt other things.... quite like the friendship between the characters, seems like they all understand and trust each other, mmm... quite rare in reality, isnt it?? there will always be misunderstanding in real life, more difficult to have a strong bond to each other.... also envy the kinship in the drama, they are so close tat they can tell secret to each other, this will nv happen to me, dun really know why, but i definitely will keep my secrets forever in my heart.... maybe to protect myself ba....... as for the love between two main characters, i respect them cos both of them have tried hard to protect their love and not to harm the ppl around them at least not very seriously.......

to end all, still like japanese drama who always inspire me to hv new thought abt life. still, some taiwanese 偶像剧 also quite nice as long as they din talk abt love all the time and trying to prolong the plots, tat will be nice for me.

finally, this will be the end of my post. eng still has to improve but there are some words i just cant translate it into eng, so forgive me to mix it with some chinese words.

finally, a long long holiday ends liao....

yeap, my 2 month's holiday finally end at 3rd of jan.

this year is quite different from last year. first is tat i'm not longer a freshly graduate student from secondary school, second is tat this sem will be my last sem of my first year, yet i take most of the subject of year 2 since they din offer the subject of year 1 tat i can take, finally is tat my sis is coming along my uni to study accountant, as a result, from this sem onwards, my sis would stay with me, study with me, n i have an accompany tat i trust with me throughtout the days.

when i go to uni on the first day of open school, i finally met with my friends in uni again, quite a long time din see them already, they have slightly changer no matter in physical or mental. like anna, has become more thinner than before to a trend that not healthy at all, and pei pei also has a ring on her tongue, jess and siew fong although have no obvious changes on their appearance, but i do noe tat they also have changed in some way, just tat i hvnt observed it only. quite miss them when i'm in jb, no matter how, they are my best friends in uni. n quite happy tat we attend cls together again.

and for my science3's friends, after the trip to kukup, i nv had a chance to meet u ever, however, u all will be always in my heart, n i'll miss u guys.

about the course tat i take this sem, is quite interesting except expository writing n malaysian studies, they are quite bored in some way. as for another three subjects are quite fun, but wat i'm worried now is tat most of the clsmates are older than me, since they are mostly in year two already, except my friends, fear tat i could not obtain a good result becoz i think they are very strong. so, maybe i will need to work harder to reach my expectations. bless me.....